Ciderwood: Chapter 1- Brother


One of the few things that I ever wanted in life was a brother. I grew up with a twin sister, Boragaia. Not like I didn’t love my sister but I always felt having a brother would be much better. Boragaia didn’t care much for my sense of humor and almost disliked everything that I like or enjoyed. Although she is my twin, we are very much polar opposites. I knew I had a brother, several brothers in fact. However; I could only reach out to one. Only one could know of my existence. My counterpart, my identical-half brother, Borage.





Unfortunately for my brother but fortunately for me, Borage wrapped his car around a tree which placed him into a coma. This would be the only way I could finally reach out to my brother. It was very confusing to explain things to him like how I came to existence, what I am and what he’s truly is. I want to believe he finally understood but my brother isn’t a very bright one.




Explaining what my father is, isn’t easy to explain. My father is not a person or anything living, he is an entity that cannot be seen but his presence is known when he is around. My father is often around in the grove, he provides most of the grove’s natural energy. As a child my father was around 96% of the time, making sure my sister and I were properly being cared for by our guardian, Shilia. Many times I had asked for a brother but always received the same vague answer, “Love your sister.”




“But I want a brother! Gaia is so boring and I wanna do fun stuff!”

“No my child, all you wish to do is being a jerk.”

“Not true! Maybe. So?! There’s nothing to do here. All trees, happiness and no fun! I hate trees and happiness!”




I was in a unusually good mood this morning. Today would be another training session with my brother. My youngest child, Desire had made a complete mess of herself, covering herself with oatmeal. I figure at 11 months she would better feed herself, she is the child of a half god, she should be more advanced than human babies. I figure with Desire having a basic human for a mother is her disadvantage. Nevertheless, it was bath time. A chore that I was stuck with. My wife, Kelly is lazy as hell while the other household members would need to start on their daily chores.  




I usually bathe with Desire, it drives my wife nuts. She believes that I will scar our child for life, however that is the plan. I bathed with my other 3 daughters from when they were babies until age 8. Hopefully when they are all old enough and decide to have sexy time in the tub with some jerk, they’ll have a memory trigger of me and be instantly grossed out.




As I soaked and tuned my daughter out, I thought about the series of questions my brother had been asking for quite time. The events in my brother’s life had a sudden change and oddly my brother still have those memories. I tried to figure how was that possible and what did I do wrong. Borage knows that I am behind it but wants to know why. I can’t certainly tell him the full truth. He would not react well.. Things are going pretty well for us both, why can’t he just accept things.


Desire pokes  my nose, snapping me back into reality.

“It is Father, not da-da. You are not an ordinary child. You should be speaking in complete sentences at 9 months. Don’t be such a human, Desire. You are above that.”


“You have a month to show me that your are extraordinary. Do what no child as done before, seek employment.”


“For the love of your grandfather, just say “Father.””


“Close enough.”



Borage was running behind, he tends to never be punctuation. I guess I couldn’t fault him too much due to his army of children at home. As I waited for him to eventually show up, I got a jump start on some of my work.

“Hey. I’m here.”

“You’re late.”

“I know, I know. Things were pretty crazy at home. But I’m here now.”

“Yes. I guess. But you need to be more punctuation. My time is valuable.”

“Sorry, didn’t know you were busy with your make believe job.”

“My employment is not make believe.”

“Then why won’t you tell me what you do for a living? You know what I do. We’re brothers.”

“The less you know, the better.” 




“So you some kind of hitman? Ha ha ha!”

“Never you mind what I do. How was your flight here?”

“Pretty good. I think I’m getting better at flying. I’m taking less breaks and I think I flew here faster than last time.”

“You were still late.”

“Yeah? I got kids. You should understand that. But aren’t you at least impressed by my flight improvement?”

“Yes but you can do better.”

“Well I am here for another training session. It’s gonna be nice not having to depend on a car. I could just fly everywhere and can visit my older kids and grandkids. Maybe you can teach me teleportation?”

“You aren’t to that level yet of teleporting but trust me. I will get you there.”





“So you gonna answer my other questions?”


“You know what I’m talking about, Cergio. There’s still some things I still need answering. That whole coma thing. You say you changed things cause it was for the best. But never why it has to be this way. There’s some fault in your plan. I mean with Clarissa. She finally came out of her coma but she’s bat crazy. She shown up at the quints birthday party last week in Richdale. We still have no idea how she knew the party was there.”

“Trust me when I say things are 100% better on this route. The reasons why are pointless now. You have the only woman who you honestly ever loved, plus she’s a fuckin’ Navox too and you got a good life going besides the insane wolf bitch. Enjoy the way things are now.”

“I know Clarissa may be a little crazy but c’mon; she’s still the mother of 5 of my kids. Don’t call her a bitch.”

“She knocked your son around a bit, rejected him. Called him a demon child. Correct?”





After shutting my brother down, it was time for his training. We were already 45 minutes behind in our schedule and we didn’t need to waste anymore time.

“So what kind of training are we doing today?”

“Casting and strength. You been working on casting, right?”

“Well; no. I kinda been busy. I hardly have time with my wife or even to jerk off.”

“Excuses will get you no where.”

“Not excuses, valid reasons.”

“If you are serious about using your true potential, you will find time. These training sessions are pointless if you’re not practicing.”

“Trust me that I am trying but with school out, time is almost impossible.” 




I may be too hard on him, Borage has more kids living at home and doesn’t have as much help as I do. But I believe if he is serious about using his true power, he would make the time for it. Perhaps being harder on him will light the fire under him to work harder.

“Ready to be destroyed, dear brother?”

“Destroy you? Yeah I’m ready.”

“Okay then, bring it.”



For a man who hasn’t been working on his casting skills, I must say that I was impressed. Borage had shown me that he has gotten stronger than his last training session a month ago. I didn’t want to tell him that he improved but it was only fair to let him know how he was doing.




“You’re getting faster!”

“I am?”

“Yeah but don’t get ahead of yourself! It would be your downfall!”

“Oh yeah?! Say the one who is getting his ass handed to him! Ha ha ha!”

“Don’t get cocky! I’m not even at 100% nor am I warming up!”

“No taking it easy! Bring it, brother!”




“Alright, you asked for it! You shall rue this day!”


“Most likely!”






“Stop being so fuckin’ annoying!”




Borage is improving but I felt that he could be at a much higher level by now. I will continue to train him until he no longer needs me. To be honest, I don’t look forwarded to that day as I enjoy spending time with him. I’m sure he would like to still see me after his training is done, that is what I want to believe. Is he here cause he want to be? Or is here cause he only using me to come into his true power and then abandoned me. It is one of fears, Father had warn me to not get too close for there is a strong chance of abandonment.  That is if he knew the full truth of me and what I do.




The training session was coming to an end but I didn’t on plan doing this one last thing. I didn’t think he would be ready for Jaikio, spiritually connecting with another and becoming one. We can connect to each other after the first successful connection is made. Jaikio was one of the first abilities I had to learn with Boragaia. We can channel each other, see each others thoughts and communicate without being in the same area. If one of us is in trouble, we can summon the other.

“Just take a few deep breaths, clear your mind and focus on my energy. “

“What is that?”

“It is just my aura. The cloud will expand once you release your aura. Focus Borage.”


“Thinking of tits is not focusing.”

“How’d you know?”

“It’s working.”



“Can you hear me?”

“Yeah! Oh cool! It works! So I’m in your head?”

“No. We are linked. Stop thinking about tits for 2 seconds!”

“But they are so wonderful. Especially my wife’s. Wait; if I picture my wife’s tits, you’ll see it in your mind too?”

“Yeah. Picture away.”

“No! You don’t get to know what my wife’s tits look like!”

“I’ll picture my wife’s tits then you picture yours. Fair deal.”

“No! She’ll get mad.”

“Only if you tell her!”

“What if I picture my youngest child’s mother tits. I saw her topless yesterday. “

“The alien mother? Not interested in alien tits, just your hot wife’s.”

“Trust me. Fran got some nice huge tits. And I think she’s trying to seduce me.”

“Well for an alien, those are nice. Now picture your wife naked. Wet and naked.”

“No, asshole!”

“Well you are not fun. For that, I will picture the time when my wife gave birth to Desire.”

“You ass!”

“Ha ha ha ha!”





“Well that was interesting. So we can do that anytime now?”

“Yeah, try not to bug me. I am very busy.”

“I know with your imaginary job. Ha ha!”

“Shut up, ass wipe! What I do is real and important.”


“Not telling you.”

“Okay well since we can do that jai-thing. I can see.”

“Unlikely. I have the ability to lock away some of my thoughts.”

“No fair. You get to see all of mine.”

“Yeah. And yes I know about that time when you jerked off in the school parking lot, waiting for your kids. Classy.”

“Look; I was very horny and couldn’t wait. You know the needs are intense. I’m sure you had a jerk off sessions in odd areas.”




“Perhaps but as you see, I’m surrounded by females. They handle my needs around the clock. I will admit, I’m not being handle as much as I use to since Nina and Regan left. Sasha stayed after I married Kelly.”

“What about the crazy fairy, Brielle?”

“I got rid of her the first chance I got. I should had left things the way they were, no matter how much it hurts. My father warned me but I loved her.”

“Are you saying the thing you did with me, you done it before? You changed Brielle’s life around, didn’t you?!”

“Well. I guess I could share one dark secret with you. I know about your fetish of pregnant women, posting pics of your ass on and all the strange places you jerked off at.”

“Don’t tell anyone about that!”

“A long time ago, I got Brielle pregnant against my father’s wishes. For punishment, my father triggered my curse, turning me into my demon form in Brielle’s presence. He thought if Brielle saw me in my true form, she would run off and have abortion. My father could be so wrong. Brielle accepted me but when I am in that form, I’m violent and have no control of myself. I was a wild savage. I wish Brielle ran when she had the chance but she didn’t.”

“What happen?”

“I ripped her apart, She was nothing but a pile of guts and gore. Brielle’s death was violent, cruel, and horrific. Ripping her into shreds wasn’t the worse part. The raping of her until I smashed her skull into a bloody pulp was. When I return to myself, I saw what I have done and couldn’t live with myself. I attempted to restore her but failed. I called on the help of a Gaivania Elder. Not even she could restore Brielle. Her death was by the hand of a cursed demon, no one could restore her but there was another way.”

“How so?”

“I could extract another copy of Brielle from another universe. However doing so would reroute this universe’s Brielle’s family tree. I loved her, wanted her back and didn’t care if I reroute her family line. But what I didn’t know, the copy that I was extracting is bat shit crazy. She was nothing like the Brielle that I once loved. I tried to make it work but stop once I found Kelly. I went through all the trouble to have Brielle again, only to marry a mere human. Funny huh?” 




“Maybe but if Brielle is so crazy then why marry Kelly? I gotta be honest but Kelly is kind of a bitch.”

“That’s why I love her. She doesn’t take my shit or anyone’s. She’s far from a pushover like Regan and Sasha. I could loved Nina like I do with Kelly but there wasn’t much of a connection. Nina was still in love with Desmond. Nina has the best pussy out of all of my bitches. She fucks better than a porn star. Raw, hot. I hated to see her go.”

“My wife is the best I had. Not saying that cause she’s my wife but it’s the damn truth.”

“Navox, no brainer.”

“Yeah? But just being with someone who you love just makes the pussy better. Before Nakia, the best was actually my first wife Fayon. She was a crazy bitch but she was crazy-great in bed.”

“Alien pussy, can’t see how you could do it.”

“Don’t knock it until you try it. And speaking of trying, gonna let him hit that? I know it’s not cig. I can smell.”

“Making my joints look like cigs keeps my wife away. She always smoke up all of my shit.”

“I don’t have to worry about that with mine. She doesn’t smoke and I haven’t since we been married. I really need a hit, man. I got kids. So much kids.”

“Alright, here. I might be nice and send you home with a doggie bag. But before that, you gotta listen to this song that I am composing. I’ll be back. Gotta get my violin.”




I am a gifted violist, compose my own songs and is the current owner of the theater in Garner. I often have shows and bringing in other talent from other cities. I tried to make it sound as this is what I do for the bulk of my living but I don’t think he’s buying, he knows there’s more to the story.

“This is what I have so far. I call it, Eat the booty like groceries.”

“Uhh; do you have to be naked for this?”

“Yes. I play better in the nude.”

“Do you perform naked too?”

“Of course. I am the owner, I do what I do. Many come to attend my shows.”

“Like who?”

“Mainly horny bored housewives, GDAs and gay men. I sell out at every show.” 



“If you will more comfortable naked, I don’t mind if you join me.”

“Uhh; I do like being naked but I think I’ll pass. Your kids are home.”

“And how that is a problem?”

“Cause they are kids. They shouldn’t see that.”

“Not like your kids never seen you.”

“That’s different. Those are my kids. But these are your kids.”

“We have identical DNA. Your kids are my kids. My kids are your kids. Get naked.”

“Seriously? We share kids?!”

“Correct. You are now a proud father of 63 children. But calm down, you’re only a direct father to 57 of them and a father by proxy to 6.”



“What did you think of my song so far?”

“Sounds nice but the title of it, not so much. Pretty classy to be about eating booty.”

“Having your ass eaten is an exhilarating feeling and this is an exhilarating song.”

“Yeah but many will find it gross.”

“Because they never had their booty eaten right. How about you? Does your wife eat the booty right?”

“What?! No! She doesn’t do that!”

“Well, do you eat her booty right?”

“Well, I believe so.”

“Knew it.  Mr. Booty muncher.”


“I get why. I’ve seen pics of your wife. The booty looks amazing. Well I am horny now. It is time for a blow job. You want one too?”

“Uhh; what?!”

“You get first pick, Sasha or my wife. My treat.”

“What? No! I’m married. Nakia and I don’t have an open marriage like you guys. I’ll pass.”

“Your lost.”




I must had gotten carried away with my wife, I lost track of time and forgot that my brother was still here. He carefully entered our bedroom, I could tell that he was still uncomfortable but I figure with him also being a Navox, this wouldn’t be much of a bother.

“Hey, sorry for walking in but I gotta head back home.”

“I thought it was your day off. Aren’t your kids at day camp?”

“Yeah but it’s also my wife’s day off. I would love to do to my wife like you’re doing to yours. So I’m gonna go.”




“No, you don’t have to go. Pull up a chair, watch or you can have a turn.”

“Thanks but no thanks. I really gotta go. See ya next month?”

“I think we should train twice a month. So end of this month.”

“Okay. Well I guess bye until. I would hug ya but you’re naked and banging your wife.”

“High five, then.”

“Yeah; not doing that either. I know you had to handle your dick.”

“What’s the big deal? We have the same dick!”




I finished with my wife shortly after my brother left. I decided to take another soak and relax. I hate to admit that I get sad whenever he leaves. It is so nice having a brother around for once. I don’t care much for the company of other men but it’s different with my brother. He is apart of me and I am apart of him. He’s only one who knows the truth about Brielle. He handled it well but probably wouldn’t handle truth that I keep some him.

The reason why I rerouted his life. I changed things out of guilt. When I was told that I could never reach out to my brother, I was distraught. The only way I could if he were ever in serious trouble. I am the one who caused the car wreck. It would be the only reason that I could finally have him in my life. It wasn’t an accident, I made the wreck happen. However I didn’t count on my brother falling into a permanent coma. No source power would awake him, a doing from a higher power than myself.

I had two options. Leave him be and watch his family fall apart or change the events and risking my existence to cease to exist. I rerouted my brother’s life events starting from the time he was still living in Starlight Bay. I made sure that his kids would still exist but changed how his kids came to be, mainly just the alien kids. Memory of how they happen would eventually eat at my brother later in life. Making it where Pedro birth all of the children. I didn’t care much of aliens and still allowed Pedro to be killed, however it was by one of his own experiments and Ahilac was caught in the crossfire. She also had to got too, cause of my dislike towards aliens due to future events if I allowed her to live. Ahilac would cause the deaths of many in Acadia later in life.

I allowed the death of June to still happen, she would cause serious harm to Eli. He would suffer for the first 6 months of his life and have difficulties later in life. I made sure that June would die shortly after Eli’s birth to prevent any harm. He was already born too early.

With Ahilac, I reversed the pregnancies, making Ahilac birth their twins but she instead gave birth to triplets. I did mess up in this area, I fail to give Borage false memories of the third child, Stella. It is one of the reasons why my brother questions me. Stella is a stranger to him and doesn’t feel like she is his child. Hopefully over the time, he will come to accept her.

There was one last thing to do, put Clarissa into a coma. I knew this would hurt him, he loved her but it was needed. Putting Clarissa into a coma would bring him closer to Nakia, the woman he is destined to be with. If I allowed them both to be unharmed, my brother would get to close to Nakia due to grim reasons. Clarissa would never love their youngest child, Raiden. She would kill him when he’s only 2 months old. Raiden needed to exist, I kept Clarissa alive by locking her into a coma until Raiden would be old enough to defend himself. I didn’t have the heart to kill off another person, I knew how important she is to Borage.

My act of humility paid off big. My act of kindness, compassion and showing remorse, pleased the higher power. Although I am a shell, a being without a soul, I could genuinely care for another person. I may of be the reason of the first wreck due to selfishness. But I saw the outcome and did not want that for my brother’s family. Rather I caused the wreck or not, it turns out it was for the good. My meddling was not condoned but it was needed. The curse was lifted from my story. We were no longer tied to the land, we could travel or move to another town but this is home. I have no plans on leaving nor will I ever tell my brother the truth. I know he couldn’t handle it.

2 thoughts on “Ciderwood: Chapter 1- Brother

  1. Yeah Borage I think would be devastated and argue that he could have done something to help Clarissa, I don’t think he would really ever understand. 😦 It is good to see they get on pretty well. hah. 😀

    • True, Borage wouldn’t understand and would probably be furious at Cergio for meddling in the first place. But later he would realize it was probably for the best. If it wasn’t for Cergio, then Borage would never end up with the lady who he always had a special part in his heart for.

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